goodbye and hello


in a few hours time, we’ll bid goodbye to 2016 and welcome 2017 (so cliche the intro, haha)

I’ve got lots to be grateful for this year. First and foremost, we got the greatest blessing there is and that will be our daughter Piatot. (despite the sleeplessness, dirty nappies, unexpected tantrums anytime anywhere, the happiness that she has brought into our lives is beyond compare) I happen to get myself a job (though I think I’ll be saying goodbye to this and transfer to another one, haha, wishful), we got our-self a store and an e-bike.

I don’t know but I’m not so excited with new year. maybe because I feel so unsure of what’s going to happen (siguro kapag may anak ka na lagi mo talagang iniisip ung walang kasiguraduhan, or maybe I’m that paranoid, ung tipong dapat maayos ang lahat, bawal kaming mawala or something dahil kawawa naman si Piatot kung mauulila siya, dapat may ganito or ganyan kami para maging maayos ung buhay niya) blah blah. If you’re gonna enter my mind right now, you’ll explode because lots of those uncertainties are lurking in every corner of my mind.

But anyways, I came across this saying in IG this morning. “I am blessed. Today, I am going to focus on what is right in my life“. after  reading this quote, I felt a little better. Just like what someone said somewhere, worrying makes you suffer twice so I want to spare myself from those. (I’m not so much of a masochist)

so tada!

happy new year everyone!

good luck to us!

from a still cynical me,

aubu

how?


So our company had our year end party last Sunday and I wasn’t able to attend just because I feel lazy. And I would pretty much prefer playing with Piatot than socializing with some party people 3/4 of whom I don’t know personally.

It was my first day at work last night coming from a 3 days off and I was bombarded by my officemates how I missed half of my life just because I wasn’t able to attend the party.

So I said in tagalog “paano ko mamimiss yung kalahati nung buhay ko eh yung buhay ko katabi kong natulog nung linggo?”

And then the bombardment suddenly came into a halt 😸😈

damn, it feels good


After working abroad for years side by side with someone who doesn’t have an ounce of appreciation his body, I have forgotten how it feels being recognized for a job well done. 

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thanks to my TL for making me remember 😊

the struggle is real


hindi ako palaaway na tao at ang pinakagrabeng nagawa ko sa buhay ko ay hilahin ang buhok ng isa kong pinsan sa sobrang bwisit ko sa kanya, (p.s. hindi sabunot kundi hila kasi ang haba ng hair niya, tumakbo siya nun tapos hinabol ko tapos hinila ko ung dulong buhok niya, at talagang nagpaliwanag ako hahaha)

feeling ko mahirap talaga makipag-away at makipagbasag-ulo pero pakiramdam ko ngayon mas mahirap yung makipagbuno ka sa walong buwang baby para lang mabihisan siya at malagyan ng diaper nang hindi siya masasaktan.

hahaha >:)

how does it feel


when you’re on your late twenties and still feel the odd one out

confusing. on my part because I’m already old enough to be equipped with social skills and yet I don’t apply it. I’m not just good with people. I’ll smile, talk a bit and that’s that. Period.

surprisingly, even though I don’t quite fit in where I am right now,  I don’t care at all as long as I’m doing my job and at the end of the shift, I’ll go home with my daddylabs and babylabs.  back then I’d lose myself thinking what’s wrong with me, now I don’t care anymore. to hell with what they’re thinking.

someone from my work place said I am an antisocial, even called me a lonewolf, I had a hard time fighting myself to tell him to research the meaning of the word and give him the middle finger . Yes, I am aloof and yes, I’m quite reserved but I am not an antisocial.  I am selectively social. There’s a big difference. char. good thing I didn’t give in to his senseless comments about my personality, I just figured out yesterday he’s considered one of the “maluwang ang turnilyo” peeps in office. thank God for my instinct.

 

weird


nung petiks lang akong magtrabaho hindi ako nagkakaerror at napasama pa ko sa top performers.

tapos nung pineptalk ko yung sarili ko na dapat mas galingan ko pa saka naman nagkasablay-sablay ang stats ko, wuuhhh, anyare?

sana naman hindi makeri ober sa november at december at sa mga susunod pang buwan ang sumpang ito hahahaha kundi eexit ako nang hindi man lang nareregular haha, nega much?puyat lang to, itutulog at ikakain ko lang to,

aribabay!nanayt!

gone are the days


when I’ll just brush off low score cards and the bonus money that goes with it

now, all I am thinking is how to get a perfect score so that I’ll have that bonus money to buy stuffs for my baby. or what to do to get rich. hahaha too bad I’m still a novice in the craft so it’s still a long way to go. 4 months and counting,  I don’t know where I’ll end up next.

tata. had to catch some snooze. :p

 

 

 

 

isn’t it ironic


tinawag ni ms. Agot si pres. Du30 na psychopath and called it freedom of speech

tapos nung maraming nagreact at tinawag siya ng masa kung ano-ano, they called it bashing

haha, lakas makadouble standards

tsk, tsk, tsk

 

 

barat mode on


if I got it right, almost 1 1/2 months na akong hindi nagsusuot ng relo. bakit?  dahil sinwerte lahat ng relo ko parang nag-usap na magwelga at sabay-sabay na tumigil dahil ubos na ang baterya.

google galore ako kahapon nung may mabasa akong free battery change sa swatch shop sa may trinoma and presto! may relo na ulit akong gamit. salamat kuya manong!

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Nung una talaga alangan akong magtanong tungkol sa free battery change nila pero mas nanaig ung kabaratan kong bumili ng battery ng relo. Saka hindi ko din mahanap ung warranty card nung 2 kong relo eh pwede naman pala kahit wala. Hahahaha. Salamat sa libre swatch!

p.s.

nakalimutan kong itanong kung hanggang kelan yung swatch free battery change nila pero dun sa blog kung san ko nalaman ung info na to eh parang until further notice so gora na mga bes,palitan ang lumang baterya ng inyong mga relo!