so hindi ko kinaya


nagrepost ako ng isang post ng fb friend to send a message to my extremely annoying fellow fb friends since elem/hs/etc regarding calling voters foul names tapos ayun nasabihan ding akong bobo/tanga indirectly ng taong namintang din sakin before na nagyoyosi ako dahil lang sa mukang balat sa noo ng anak ko.

oh well, tapos naman na ung eleksyon, nanalo ung ibang bet kong kandidato at walang pumasok sa bet nya kaya siguro bitter. Sabi ng asawa ko dapat sinagot ko ung comment niya sa post ko, I have hundreds of rebuttals in my mind but decided not to make patol, her comment just revealed what kind of person she is anyway…

I just realised respect is becoming outdated these days..

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let there be peace


dapat sa FB ako magrarant pero dito na lang..hahaha

nakakastress sa newsfeed ung mga FB friends kong citizen na ng ibang bansa pero makareact na bobo sa mga chosen candidates ng iba akala mo andami pa nilang alam sa Pinas. Diba itinatwa nyo na pagiging Filipino nyo?anyare? Saka ung mga friends kong sobrang analytical at argumentative kala mo grumaduate ng PolSci at Statistics pero hindi marunong magcalculate ng majority versus minority. Dahil wala pa sa top12 ung OtsoDiretso ninyo, INC agad may kasalanan? Iunfriend niyo na ko please. hahaha. tapos na eleksyon. Resulta na lang inaantay. Manahimik na kayo.😂

#walangpakialaman #botonilapakemo #hindiakoregisteredvoterperonakakastresskayo

heart & hate relationship


Dear Lazada,

I hate you…

I hate you because you make me feel poor (I couldn’t afford all the good stuff in your platform)

I hate you because every time I open your app, I keep on adding stuff in my cart that will just sit there for decades but will never be bought (exaggerated much?may dekada na ba ung lazada?hahaha)

I hate you because you keep on emptying my wallet (feeling ko monthly may inoorder ako sayo hahaha)

On the other hand..

I heart you because you make shopping convenient (lalo sa taong bahay na katulad ko na once a week minsan twice a week pa nakakalabas ng lungga)

I heart you because you show me incredible stuff that I like (like the Kiiplix and Paperang na sayo ko lang nadiscover pati ung mga multivitamins na gummies para sa mga junakis ko tapos ung mga bags na magaganda pero ang mamahal para sa ordinaryong taong kagaya ko,hahaha)

I already tried uninstalling you because I keep on checking you everyday looking for good stuff to buy but still I installed you back because my phone feels empty without the your icon (hahaha adik na)

I hope I’ll get over you soon.

Otherwise, just give more discount vouchers especially for expensive but really good stuff. It would be much appreciated.

one of your loyal shoppers,

Aubu

one bad shift doesn’t mean a bad life


so that was what I was telling myself over and over before I was able to force myself to work again today. You see, yesterday, my boss spoke to me via video-call and I got scolded big time. I haven’t felt this bad in a long time, makes me remember my dental clinic days when my assigned doctor would shove remorseful words down my throat.

anyhow, it started with a chat of how are you and asked me about the additional task he told me about, I totally forgot to send an email reply and just send my questions about the job, rates, trial period and all and then he said he’ll call to discuss. That’s when the scolding started, he said he was extremely insulted that I have the nerve to ask about pay increase when I didn’t’ have an idea of how a virtual assistant works. He said he expected me to just say yes and jump in 2 feet because it’s an additional skills. He even mentioned about me talking to his previous VA behind his back which is totally untrue because I don’t really have connection with his VA. I tried apologising like 3-4 times and he said he doesn’t care about apology and said he was extremely disappointed and insulted about the questions I’ve thrown at him. Honestly, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with the questions I asked him, I wouldn’t have to ask them if he had been clear about details like rate increase, schedule change and trial period because he want one. I don’t know, I am extremely disappointed on how he handled my questions, I would have understood if he had declined the rate increase and explain in good faith the reason behind but all he did was telling how disappointed and insulted he was because of the questions I asked. If not for the cut-off coming up, I would have not woken up and attended my shit oh my shift today. okay that’s my ego talking, I needed the money so I attended my shift and that’s that. well, I felt like a 7-year-old kid being told not to ask questions because I’m too young to understand. Damn. Gotta find another job, or any part time soon..

ciao…

Just my two cents


Recently my 2nd elder sister posted a status update in FB saying “kelan ko kaya ulit makikita ang mga barkada ko, namimiss ko na sila”. My husband’s always updated on Fb and he immediately related my sister’s status update to me saying it’s inappropriate to post something like that considering my sister’s got huge responsibility having 7 kids on her back (one’s with us so there’s 6 remaining kids). I replied saying “tao pa din naman siya”. I mean I know my sister can really be selfish at times but I also know she cares for her kids. I mean once you become a parent, do you have to lose yourself in the process of being one? I don’t think so. I mean, your kids have to come first most of the time like 99% but isn’t it fair to keep atleast 1% for yourself? Otherwise how else would you keep your sanity? Perhaps those know-it-alls parents or not would say that’s bull because once you subjected yourself into creating another life, you have to be responsible for them like for the rest of your life. I don’t remember who said this to me not sure if it’s my mom or my sister, “kapag nagka-anak ka na, sa kanila na iikot ang mundo mo”. I mean this could be partly true coz nowadays my world literally revolves around my kids. I couldn’t remember the last time I stepped out of the house without my kids with me. Even when I work they’re with me though not the whole 8 hours otherwise they’ll throw into a tantrum.

Having kids will literally turn your world upside down. They did mine. But do I regret having them?No. I would always choose a life with them in it. But if I could go back, perhaps I would have had them at a later time when we have everything ready, house of our own, stable source of income where we don’t have to worry about what’s going to happen in the future. That could have been better but anyway I guess life’s like that, it always happens the least we expect it will.

Ooopps, this post got longer than it should. I just hope everything will turn out fine. Hope my kids will turn out happy and kind. I hope my parenting wouldn’t suck as I’m expecting it would. Hahaha. I think I talked too much today I mean I typed too much rather. Lack of sleep does that to you I guess.

Before I further blabber nonsense, I’d have to take off because I’m still working at this hour. 40 minutes more before my log out time. Shhh my son’s sleeping. Gotta shut up now.

quotable


dapat naghahanda ako para sa interview at exam na pupuntahan ko mamaya pero nakachat ko yung super duper friend ko na hindi maganda ang feedback ng account ng callcenter na pupuntahan ko dapat so pinagiisipan ko kung tutuloy pa ako.

meanwhile,  nagbbrowse lang ako sa fb nang makuha ng short clip ng interbyu ni DU30 ang atensyon ko, iniinterview siya ni Jessica Soho regarding censorship ek ek at media freedom, pero ung tumatak talaga sa utak ko ay ung sinabi nyang “I may not agree with what you have to say, but I will defend your right to say it. We’re a democratic country.” nakakatuwa lang mukhang wala namang martial law na magaganap. (Binasa ko ung caption ng video, ipapalabas pa lang pala ngayong araw yung interbyu na un kumbaga patikim lang.)

anyways nagkainteres ako kung sariling wordings nya ung mala-quote nyang sinabi, turns out he’s a wide reader. Galing sa book entitled “The Friends of Voltaire” na sinulat ni Evelyn Beatrice Hall ung phrase na sinabi nya, same meaning, slightly different wordings.

oo nga pala may gusto din akong sagot nya sa tanong ni ms J (hindi ko na ittype ang haba ng question panuorin nyo na lang) , “kelan ba ako nagmukhang anghel sa inyo“, at ayun na nga mukhang tablado sila ni presumtive President Digong. Mabuhay!

 

 

early morning hypertension


hindi ako yung tipong mahilig umastang political analyst tuwing may eleksyon. hindi din ako mahilig magpost at mangialam sa mga opinyon ng mga tao sa kung sinu-sinong politiko kasi sabi nga “this is a free country”. pero sa nangyayari ngayon sa kasalukuyan sa ating bansa? this is getting out of hand. grabe, pati bata ginagamit na sa black propaganda, kudos sa gagong mastermind sa tv ad na inere sa network na kapamilya ng mga ungas at iba pang network dyang wagas ipangalandakan ang fair and just media ek ek. Congratulations sa responsible journalism pucha. At shout out din sa isang sikat na newspaper, makalagay naman kayo ng headline anlayo sa laman ng kwento. Para san pa’t ang ibig sabihin ng pangalan nyo ay magsaliksik? sige ipush nyo yan. Ano yan hanggang bago magMayo 9 ganyan? Sige, lunurin niyo kami sa mga kalokohan at kasinungalingan niyo. As if we, the madlang-Pilipino hasn’t had enough. oh by the way, in case you guys haven’t experienced it, let me remind you that Karma is a bitch.

Wuuuuh, isang malaking face palm ke aga-aga.

bakit


tinanong nila ko bakit hindi ako nagkukwento tungkol sa nakaraan,

sabi ko naman nakakapagod magpaliwanag kung bakit nangyari yung ganito yung ganyan. Bakit hindi ko kinukwento ung ganito yung ganyan, eh bakit ba?

tsaka basta, ayoko ng nagpapaliwanag tungkol sa buhay ko. buhay ko naman to.

tsaka kung ayaw nila sakin edi wag, chos, hahaha

litanya #15


huwag kang masyadong dedepende at aasa sa ibang tao,

kung yung anino mo nga iniiwan ka pag madilim na, ano pa sila?

 

 

litanya #14


I don’t love to argue,

I’m just trying to make a point.

– sagot ko sa kinaiinisan kong doctor sa aming pagamutan nang tinanong nya ako kung bakit ang hilig kong sumagot at magrason.