make a blog entry


kasama to sa stuff to do when boredom strikes na naresearch ko sa google.

ay bakit ako bored? tambay na kasi ako. siguro lagpas 1 month na. I’m expecting my baby girl soon. as in next month. sabi kasi ng OB ko around third or fourth week of februarydue date ko . tsaka recently nasira ang phone ko eh almost 3/4 ata ng tambay na buhay ko nauubos sa kakacellphone, ayun nung nasira nawalan ako lalo ng direksyon

oh, I almost forgot. Happy new year! this is my first new year again in the Philippines after being an OFW for 4 years. It was fun. Iba pa din talaga pag sa Pinas ka nagcecelebrate. Warm ang atmosphere. Holiday na holiday. ang gaganda ng fireworks. daming pagkain. masaya naman pero syempre mas masaya kung kasama ko din sila mama magcelebrate. ganito pala pag may asawa na noh. now that I think of it,  single pa ko nung huli kong nakasamang magnewyear sila mama, sana sa susunod makasama ko din sila kasama na ang baby sophia ko hehehe.

ay, nagfasting pala ako last night from 10 pm till 7am today, nakaschedule kasi ko for FBS and OGTT, 32 weeks na kasi ko, routine check daw un ng mga preggy. Ayun namuti mata ko sa gutom hehehe. tapos ung oral glucose solution na pinainom sakin, kasumpa-sumpa, parang isang kilong asukal na hinalo sa isang tasang mainit na tubig, halos hindi ko malunok muntik pa kong masuka, ewww. hindi naman ako maarte pero eww talaga. buti na lang sabi ng OB ko hindi na yun uulitin. ayun dalawang tusok din pala ko ng karayom magkabilang  braso, sana hindi magpasa, pero sabagay mukha namang magaan ung kamay nung medtech na nagextract ng dugo sakin.

excited na ata ung baby kong lumabas, sipa ng sipa eh, hahaha, kababaeng baby parang pacman. sana healthy siya paglabas. excited na din akong makita siya, pero syempre kinakabahan din ako kasi sabi nga nila masakit pero mas lamang pa ngayon yung excitement. tinanong ko yung OB ko kung normal delivery ba siya sabi niya hindi ko daw dapat tinatanong yun kasi majority sa kanila CS kasi sila mismo yung nakakakita ng horrific  scenarios sa DR so ayaw nila maranasan yung sakit, hahaha, ironic. ako din naman nakakita na ng mga nakakatakot na pangyayari sa delivery room, yung mga nanay na na-siyam na anak na pero maka-OH MY GOD sa pag-ire wagas, meron naman na primi talaga at wagas makahagulgol sa sakit. meron din namang subtle lang umire. kung alin ako dun, abangan ang susunod na kabanata, hahaha.

sa totoo lang gusto ko sana epidural kasi sabi nung bestfriend ko ganun ung sa kanya kaso nagresearch ako andaming risks nung epidural saka mas mahal siya so gusto ko normal delivery. ayaw ko din ng cesarean kasi maliban sa keloid former ako, matagal ang recovery ng cs incision, tsaka naman, pagkadami ko nang peklat dadagdagan ko pa ba? hay naku sana talaga makeribels ng beauty ko ang normal delivery hahahaha.

naku napahaba na ata ung post ko, anyways, till next time. :PPP

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something to ponder on


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I just saw this post on the instagram page I was following recently. And it’s actually my mantra at the moment or atleast I believe so.

Many stuff has happened these past few months. I’m expecting a baby soon! Yay! Gone will be the days of sleeping more than 13 hours. I remember one of our female doctor told me that she hasn’t had a good sleep for a year since she had her baby. Well, not that she’s complaining though, it’s completely evident in her animated face that she loves every bit of her bundle of joy. I wonder if I’d be the same once my baby’s out? I sure hope so.

Did I mention that we’re back? Yeah, we’re back. We’re definitely back. I think it’s been more than a week now since we got home. Although it seems like an eternity to me. Blame the almost 24/7 clinic duty back in the desert wherein you couldn’t even tell which date are you in because you’re way too busy to notice and way too tired to care. I suddenly miss my busy old life. The irony of it all. Back then, I was always desperately asking for just a one day leave to rest. And now I have all the time in the world yet I feel restless. (must be the pregnancy hormones doing their magic)

Anyways, we’re still figuring things out. I hope it (our plans if ever we have) will work just fine. I’ll be due in 3 months time, I guess? Some says if you’re a primigravid, either it will be a little earlier than your due date or a little later. I don’t have an idea how early or how late. I hope I’ll be prepared for the worst.