I’m sick. I’ve got colds that I barely taste anything I eat or drink. I cough and bark like a dog nonstop. I’m pregnant and instead of gaining weight, I just lost 1 kilo in just 2 weeks. My teeth hurts so much it feels like they are going to fall out anytime. I had to take lots of meds plus my vitamins and just by looking at them makes me vomit.. I’m getting mad. Paracetamol doesn’t alleviate the pain I’m in right now. Fast forward please where art thou..

goodbye and hello

in a few hours time, we’ll bid goodbye to 2016 and welcome 2017 (so cliche the intro, haha)

I’ve got lots to be grateful for this year. First and foremost, we got the greatest blessing there is and that will be our daughter Piatot. (despite the sleeplessness, dirty nappies, unexpected tantrums anytime anywhere, the happiness that she has brought into our lives is beyond compare) I happen to get myself a job (though I think I’ll be saying goodbye to this and transfer to another one, haha, wishful), we got our-self a store and an e-bike.

I don’t know but I’m not so excited with new year. maybe because I feel so unsure of what’s going to happen (siguro kapag may anak ka na lagi mo talagang iniisip ung walang kasiguraduhan, or maybe I’m that paranoid, ung tipong dapat maayos ang lahat, bawal kaming mawala or something dahil kawawa naman si Piatot kung mauulila siya, dapat may ganito or ganyan kami para maging maayos ung buhay niya) blah blah. If you’re gonna enter my mind right now, you’ll explode because lots of those uncertainties are lurking in every corner of my mind.

But anyways, I came across this saying in IG this morning. “I am blessed. Today, I am going to focus on what is right in my life“. after  reading this quote, I felt a little better. Just like what someone said somewhere, worrying makes you suffer twice so I want to spare myself from those. (I’m not so much of a masochist)

so tada!

happy new year everyone!

good luck to us!

from a still cynical me,


how does it feel

when you’re on your late twenties and still feel the odd one out

confusing. on my part because I’m already old enough to be equipped with social skills and yet I don’t apply it. I’m not just good with people. I’ll smile, talk a bit and that’s that. Period.

surprisingly, even though I don’t quite fit in where I am right now,  I don’t care at all as long as I’m doing my job and at the end of the shift, I’ll go home with my daddylabs and babylabs.  back then I’d lose myself thinking what’s wrong with me, now I don’t care anymore. to hell with what they’re thinking.

someone from my work place said I am an antisocial, even called me a lonewolf, I had a hard time fighting myself to tell him to research the meaning of the word and give him the middle finger . Yes, I am aloof and yes, I’m quite reserved but I am not an antisocial.  I am selectively social. There’s a big difference. char. good thing I didn’t give in to his senseless comments about my personality, I just figured out yesterday he’s considered one of the “maluwang ang turnilyo” peeps in office. thank God for my instinct.



nung petiks lang akong magtrabaho hindi ako nagkakaerror at napasama pa ko sa top performers.

tapos nung pineptalk ko yung sarili ko na dapat mas galingan ko pa saka naman nagkasablay-sablay ang stats ko, wuuhhh, anyare?

sana naman hindi makeri ober sa november at december at sa mga susunod pang buwan ang sumpang ito hahahaha kundi eexit ako nang hindi man lang nareregular haha, nega much?puyat lang to, itutulog at ikakain ko lang to,


gone are the days

when I’ll just brush off low score cards and the bonus money that goes with it

now, all I am thinking is how to get a perfect score so that I’ll have that bonus money to buy stuffs for my baby. or what to do to get rich. hahaha too bad I’m still a novice in the craft so it’s still a long way to go. 4 months and counting,  I don’t know where I’ll end up next.

tata. had to catch some snooze. :p





isn’t it ironic

tinawag ni ms. Agot si pres. Du30 na psychopath and called it freedom of speech

tapos nung maraming nagreact at tinawag siya ng masa kung ano-ano, they called it bashing

haha, lakas makadouble standards

tsk, tsk, tsk



PH proud moments

alam kong nagtrending ang kabayan nating si ms. Hidilyn Diaz sa silver medal na nakuha niya sa Olympics (isang malaking Congratulations!) pero hindi talaga ako nakamove-on sa sa kwentuhan sa UV Express na nasakyan ko kagabi dahil nanalo ang TNC laban sa OG sa International Dota 2016 tournament. One step closer sila sa Championship! Hindi ko din kinaya ang sinabi ni kuyang “may future sa dota” hahaha hala sige ipromote ang e-sports pa more but be responsible please! (arte much?)


I’m no hardcore gamer but I used to play Dota and other online games too. Kung alam ko lang na posibleng kumita ng 400 million USD sa dota sana tumambay na lang ako sa computer shop kesa nag-aral ng nursing hahaha etchos 😈

kaya pala

parang nawawalan na ko ng gana with a little emote on the side.

at nanlalagkit ang pakiramdam kahit naligo naman ako at nakaaircon sa tanghaling-tapat.

eh meron na pala kong buwanang dalaw. haha.

anyways, totoo pala na kapag nanganak ka na, goodbye dysmenorrhea ka na.

pero ung roller coaster mood swings eklavu andun pa din.