too much feelings and stuff


I’m not really sure what’s with the big 3 age but I feel gayish or girlish when I hit that age.

I’m not a fan of pink but when I learned that I had to have an experience in hospital, the crocs I added in my Lazada cart was pink or old rose was it. The navy blue crocs didn’t entice me at all. Maybe it’s because my daughter loves pink and the loathe I have against that color has since diminished coz pink is mostly what my daughter wears.

I’m browsing lots and lots of dresses, with lace and looking at a lot of beige and old rose tones. Also, I’m digging make-up now. I’m a powder and lipbalm kinda girl but now I have eyelash curler, lipstick, concealer, eyebrow liner (though I have yet to learn how to put a killer kilay), cheek and lip tint, primer, face powder, BB cream, blush on and sunscreen (which I recently bought just because I saw Belo sunscreen review and they said it’s a good substitute for BB cream or primer or foundation and whatnot) I haven’t tried putting on a full face make and I don’t think I ever would but who knows. I don’t know I just suddenly got interested in make-up maybe because my eldest sister keeps on telling me her make-up stuff..

Oh, I have good news, I have found a part-time job, 4hrs only and I just started training monday morning so less sleep for me this week. I’m getting a little bad vibes coz trainings and evaluations doesn’t start on time like they say it’s 6:30am and you end up waiting till 9:30am and that sucks coz I’m still on duty with my previous/current and that amount of time they made me wait should have been my sleeping time. I hope training and eval finished fast and I hope I’ll pass so this time their eating would give me something to hold on to. I’m still applying to some other jobs though..

I’m thinking of having a pixie hair cut but I have a frizzy curly hair which I think would look like a messy bird’s nest but whenever I see ladies with pixie hair I couldn’t help but wanting that hairstyle. I ordered a keratin treatment set in Lazada so I could do my hair myself and will save time and money from going to salon and will save me from talkative hairstylist looking for money tip (though they’re not all like that but in my experience most of them are)

so something happened and I’m not supposed to talk about it but I feel like I’m in the middle of 2 stones wherein if I say something they’d be a little emotionally affected and I’m guilty because I feel like I’m an accessory and shit. So I should shut up before I say anything I’m not supposed to.

p.s. I recently learned I don’t need to have a hospital experience coz something came up and it could be fixed so there’s need for the pink crocs

p.s. again.. I’m not really into the training sesh with a crappy time on my part time job but I just spent money on our laptop to be fixed for this part time and I don’t really want it to go to waste. I’ll keep looking for online jobs I guess..

p.s. I’m currently convincing myself about the white lies and stuff but I honestly think it’s still lying but really what people don’t know won’t hurt them. or maybe sometimes white lies keep stuff together..

ciao.. maybe I’m blabbering too much shit because of lacking sleep. I’m sorry to all the sleep I have faked before when I was a kid.

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PH proud moments


alam kong nagtrending ang kabayan nating si ms. Hidilyn Diaz sa silver medal na nakuha niya sa Olympics (isang malaking Congratulations!) pero hindi talaga ako nakamove-on sa sa kwentuhan sa UV Express na nasakyan ko kagabi dahil nanalo ang TNC laban sa OG sa International Dota 2016 tournament. One step closer sila sa Championship! Hindi ko din kinaya ang sinabi ni kuyang “may future sa dota” hahaha hala sige ipromote ang e-sports pa more but be responsible please! (arte much?)

p.s.

I’m no hardcore gamer but I used to play Dota and other online games too. Kung alam ko lang na posibleng kumita ng 400 million USD sa dota sana tumambay na lang ako sa computer shop kesa nag-aral ng nursing hahaha etchos 😈

love expert


so apparently dahil malapit na ako mawala sa kalendaryo, ang tingin sakin ng isa sa nakababatang katrabaho ko ay love expert.

imagine this. a 23 year old lady who’s into bar hopping is asking my expert opinion regarding her boyfriend. gusto kong tumawa ng bonggang bongga nung bigla niya kong kausapin out of the blue para humingi ng payo. pero dahil mukha siyang seryoso sinakyan ko na lang yung paniniwala niyang eksperto ako sa pag-ibig.

Ang problema niya? Yung jowabelles niyang 34 years old masyado daw malihim. Kesyo hindi daw kinukwento yung past kahit nagtatanong na siya. Dating nagbaballet daw yung lalake. Oo balerina. Yun ang sabi niya. Sa tuwing kinukulit niya ng mga detalye sa buhay, ang sinasabi ay “I’m new to this.” oh diba. Galawang veterans. Pero sumagi sa utak ko na pwedeng beki yung jowabelles niya.

Anyways,sabi ko pag past hindi na dapat inuusisa kaya nga past eh, hayaan niya kung magkukwento or hindi. Ang kaso pag yung tipong past eh yung tipong may asawa dati at may anak, ibang usapan na yun. At yung pagbaballet? Feeling ko red flag yun, nabanggit din ng girl na ito na balak na niyang pakasalan yung si boylet. Naisip kong itanong kung gaano na sila katagal, sabi niya 1 week. At naisip ko ding itanong kung may proposal nang naganap, wala din. Ayun nawindang ako. hahaha sabi ng iba wala sa tagal yung relasyon pero grabe naman yung 1 week. Whirlwind romance ang peg? At kasalan talaga agad? Wuuuhh mga kabataan ngayon. Hahahaha lakas makatanders ng sinabi ko ah. (kamot ulo)

 

eavesdropping


S: sa bus papasok ng trabaho

Nagring ang cellphone ng katabi ko. (now playing careless whisper)

Sinagot ni kuya nakaloudspeaker pa.

Kuya: Hello?

Babae sa telepono: Asan ka na? Anong oras ka makakarating? Anong oras ka ba umalis?

Kuya: (biglang beastmode) aba malay ko, hindi naman eroplano ang sinakyan ko. Ewan ko na lang sayo!

Sabay drop call.

Feeling ko jowabelles or kumander ni kuya yung tumawag pero grabe sa treatment. Ang hard!