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so here I am freaking out a little because I’m still working with my current boss, the one I told you about. apparently, the jobs that my friend, colleagues have recommended aren’t jobs yet, I’m still searching part time jobs because I have a thing I have to do.

I checked out ministry of health UAE for my good standing certificate but I’m sure as hell I won’t be able to get one because my horrible ex-bosses/doctors are still working on that medical center I’ve worked before and they will have to review my records which of course is bad because I didn’t finish my contract with them, I just severed contacts and that’s that which in turn would make my good standing certification application be rejected.

I’m also excited just thinking that I’ll have to work in the hospital again but just the thought of applying makes my stomach sick and my head hurts. I’m 31, rusty and haven’t had a decent hospital experience to get me through a hospital application. I tried an online exam for anything related to nursing and I got 4 out of 10, not even 50%.  damn.

so yeah, I just blabbered whatever’s on my mind and nothing near death experience or some catastrophic life-changing happenings with me right now but it feels like I’m going near breaking point.

and yeah, I took a time off early at my online work because of that 0x800B0109 error that keeps me from connecting to our company’s VPN. my supervisor told me to take it up with our boss but no, I’m not talking to him. I think I’ll have a technician check our PC. I actually googled it and it says something about updates and program files which I know nothing about so yeah, it’s better to check with a technician. it says also something about a window update, there’s a program that has to be installed but keeps on failing to be installed. so yes, I have to have the PC checked.

my kids are doing fine, fighting every day over toys and me shouting, scolding and laughing with them like a maniac but yeah, we’re good. being a work-at-home mom has its perks. actually thinking what would happen if I start working in a hospital and what if I have to go away for like months. they won’t forget me easily, right? we’d still be as tight as we are now, right? okay, so now I’m over-reacting. have to go now. it’s the hormones. yeah, it is.



So our company had our year end party last Sunday and I wasn’t able to attend just because I feel lazy. And I would pretty much prefer playing with Piatot than socializing with some party people 3/4 of whom I don’t know personally.

It was my first day at work last night coming from a 3 days off and I was bombarded by my officemates how I missed half of my life just because I wasn’t able to attend the party.

So I said in tagalog “paano ko mamimiss yung kalahati nung buhay ko eh yung buhay ko katabi kong natulog nung linggo?”

And then the bombardment suddenly came into a halt 😸😈

morning show of chivalry and change is happening experience whatnots

I’m used to standing on the bus on my way to work and on my way home. Most the time. Well, especially during Friday, but what do you expect? It’s weekend and almost everyone wants to have a taste of home, especially those who are renting in the metro.

Standing in the bus is like a staple meal for a commuter like me. It’s either you stand or run the risk of being late (or going home late) because you want to wait for a bus with available seats. This morning, however was an exception because for the first time since I started working again,  and on a Saturday morning at that! A miracle happened. I was able to sit despite the rush. Thanks to these two police officers who were kind enough to give up their comfy seats for me and my fellow zombie passenger (the lady I was standing next to looks like a fellow call center agent and the moment she sit, she fell asleep)

I know it’s overrated posting pictures online about kindness and stuff but I’d rather have those flood my news feed and other social networking account than gossip monger bickering about the latest whatnot of some celebrity or some fame-whore. (defensive much, hahahaha)

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mamang pulis

I know it’s too early to tell but I feel it’s the du30 effect.(for the record, I’m not a die-hard fan of the president but I can tell you that I would have voted for him too if my registration was active. And if you will include my name in your list of dutertards, feel free to do so because I don’t care, maldita much>:)) Also, I’ve been seeing commuters who are confidently using their mobiles in the street or sometimes in some public utility vehicles without the fear of having their possession snatched in a blink of an eye. I also like the fact that I’m seeing policemen everywhere I go these past few weeks. (in the streets, buses, jeepneys and all, although I have yet to experience strolling the streets of tondo and recto to confirm my feeling of security, haha) 4 years back before I went abroad, I don’t even dress that much nor wear jewelries for fear of getting the attention of holdapers. (Sabi kasi para hindi ka targetin ng magnanakaw, dapat mas mukha kang kriminal, diba tol?) hahahaha

Anyhow, I hope this will continue because, despite the heavy hellish traffic that’s part of my daily existence , as long as I feel safe, I’m still a happy commuter.

(but of course, it won’t hurt if the traffic jam will be out of the scene too)

p.s. I’m not keeping my hopes that our country will be at par with the 1st world countries anytime soon but slowly, step by step, I hope we’ll do better in the near near future.

pakasalan mo yung taong mabubusog ka

sabi nila hindi nakakain ang panglabas na ichura, sabi pa nga ni Andrew E. humanap ka ng panget at ibigin mong tunay.

pero siguro swerte ako kasi yung taong pinakasalan ko nakakabusog na ang ichura nakakabusog pa ng puso at sikmura.


Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang asawa ko, gusto kong umeksena ng linyang “thank you Lord ha, pandesal lang naman hiningi ko, hamburger binigay nyo, may fries pa!” oo na, masyado kong literal, mukha lang akong palaisip pero ganyan ako kababaw, hahahaha 

but on a serious note, sa tuwing nakikita ko yung asawa ko, yung pakiramdam na ihahain na sayo yung pinakapaborito at pinakamasarap na pagkain para sayo (sa panahon na abot langit ung gutom mo) yun ang nararamdaman ko lalo na pag may dala siyang pagkain para sa akin hahaha (pero syempre gaguhan na lang kung sasabihin kong ganun parati, ano to, librong may ending tapos happily ever after.😈)

pakasalan mo yung taong bubusugin hindi lang ang sikmura mo kundi pati puso, kasi tandaan ang pagkain nabubulok, minsan hindi nauubos at yung tira-tira tinatapon. guilty ako sa part na to, kasi yung asawa ko nakakabusog, ako naman nakakagutom, maliban sa hindi ako mahilig at hindi masarap magluto, nung nagpaulan ata ng sweetness sa mundo, ang himbing ng tulog ko. nakakatuwa lang na understanding yung mister ko.

anyhow, sa sweetness lang ba nasusukat kung sino ang mas nagmamahal? hindi siguro? kasi kahit hindi ako sweet, hindi clingy, mas madalas na parang walang pakialam pero kung tatanungin niyo ko kung mahal ko yung asawa ko ?abay mahigit pa sa 100% porsyento ni taguro sasabihin kong Oo.

mamahalin ko siya sa paraang alam ko at walang makapipigil sakin sa ngalan ng buwan. ayy thank you.

oops hindi pa namin Anniversary, napagtripan ko lang umarte nakakainspire kasi si MEGumiho, ayan tuloy😸😻