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convo with Piatot

me: Pia, makinig ka sakin nak. wag ka na pupupu sa diaper, ha. big girl ka na.

Piatot: opo mommy

me: lagi mo sinasabing opo ginagawa mo pa din

Piatot: nuod ako Peppa Pig and George mommy kaya pupu ako diaper

me: hindi na un pwede big ka na nga (umiinit na ang ulo ko)

Piatot: mommy dami ko friends

me: iniiba mo na naman usapan eh

Piatot: dami ko friends, avery, anna, ate Diane

me: o tapos (wala na naiba na usapan)

Piatot: dami ko friends pero mommy bespren ko, bespren tayo mommy

me: (heart melting)

aughh wala lang

#mommymoments

#nakakakilig

amazing Piatot

happy new year! my goodness, it’s been really a while since my last post here, so much had happened and stuff still keeps happening hahaha

anyways, I just had to share this one, otherwise I might forget about this..

yesterday, Piatot and I went to our evening worship service. She was still recuperating from 3 consecutive days of fever so I really expected she would just sit still until the service finishes. I was surprised when she jump from her seat and join a group of kids her age playing.

They were just quietly playing from the start until an elder kid joined them and started showing off her toys that she’d brought with her. They were amazed by her mini dolls and acted like they would want to borrow it from that kid. Unfortunately, the kid didn’t want to hand them her toys. This is what I heard from their convo

A (batang 1 month younger than Pia: Peram ako isa lang!

Pia (she was quietly looking at the kid’s mini dolls and she has that look that she wants to borrow it too but she didn’t reach for it)

Elder S (4-5years old): Bili to ng mommy ko sa mall binili niya ko ng witch saka rapunzel tapos dalawang baby dolls

Pia: (with an annoyed look on her face) dami ko toys bahay bili daddy ko, one two three (habang minumwestra ung daliri nya gano kadami toys nya nafeel niya siguro na niyayabangan siya nung batang babae hahaha)

Elder S: ako din dami bili ng mommy ko sa bahay

Pia: daddy ko dami dogs Elly chuchuy dami babbit one two three dami bahay

Elder S: kami ng momy ko bibili ng dog yung yellow

Pia: kami dami dogs bahay dami dami babbit dami baby babbit ibon pa dami

Elder S: Play na lang tayo to oh look eto ung witch (tapos kunwari lilipad ung isang mini doll nung batang babae)

Then they played again until the worship service finishes. I was quite amazed at how Piatot proudly tried to counter that elder kid showing off though she still cannot speak fluently. I knew that moment she’s not going to be someone who’ll be bullied hahaha I hope she’ll still be the same fighter when she grows up and if she ever forgets how to fight I hope this blog post would still be here so I have proof that she’s already a fighter at barely 3 years old😊

minsan hindi sa bibig nahuhuli ang isda, sa amoy din

nung isang gabi duty ni daddylabs para magbantay

umuwi din siya after a few hours tapos nung matutulog na kami, napansin kong amoy yosi siya.

“nagyosi ka noh?” tanong ko.

“ako?” (ung itsura niya ay parang nag-iisip pa kung magsisinungaling siya or hindi)

“wag kang magsinungaling!huli ka na!” sabi ko.

“sabi ko lang naman, ako ah” defensive niyang sabi.

“amoy na amoy ko, saka halata sa itsura mong nagdalawang-isip ka kung magsasabi ka ng totoo noh” asar ko.

“humits lang ako” sabi niya

tawa na lang ako ng tawa kasi huli na siya gusto pa niya dumipensa. anyways, hindi naman ako mapang-away so I decided to let this one go.

ganito ata talaga kapag tumatanda

Dati laging manga at kung anu-anong fictional novels, stories whatsoever ang bet kong basahin pero ngayon hindi na masyado (pero syempre ibang usapan pag yung mga sinusubaybayan ko talaga)

Anyways, I’m currently obsessed on reading financial independence. Naisip ko sana noon pa ko naadik sa pagbabasa tungkol dun edi sana may nasimulan na ako. Sa sobrang dami kong gustong gawin natuturete ung utak ko hahaha. Andaming what ifs bigla, could have, should have, would have eklavu.

Isa sa websites na kasalukuyan kong binabasa at ung http://www.thinkpesos.com saka ung imoney.ph at as sobrang daming ideas nila lahat yun gusto kong gawin. Haha mula sa savings, investing ek ek. Sana masimulan hahahaha cross fingers. Pero sabi nga dun aral muna bago invest. Andami ko pang dapat matutunan young tipong so much to do so little time and energy, minus the fact that I’m preggy, may isa pang clingy human being na panganay ko na dapat asikasuhin. Andaming plano. Iniiisip ko pa lang hagardo verzosa na.

Ayun. Anung oras na pala, isang araw na naman any lilipas sa maternity leave ko hahaha makatulog na nga.

something I’ll never accustom myself to

that mini heart attack I always feel whenever I watch (feel) my daughter stumbles..

damn!motherhood is indeed not for the faint-hearted

the struggle is real

hindi ako palaaway na tao at ang pinakagrabeng nagawa ko sa buhay ko ay hilahin ang buhok ng isa kong pinsan sa sobrang bwisit ko sa kanya, (p.s. hindi sabunot kundi hila kasi ang haba ng hair niya, tumakbo siya nun tapos hinabol ko tapos hinila ko ung dulong buhok niya, at talagang nagpaliwanag ako hahaha)

feeling ko mahirap talaga makipag-away at makipagbasag-ulo pero pakiramdam ko ngayon mas mahirap yung makipagbuno ka sa walong buwang baby para lang mabihisan siya at malagyan ng diaper nang hindi siya masasaktan.

hahaha >:)

pakasalan mo yung taong mabubusog ka

sabi nila hindi nakakain ang panglabas na ichura, sabi pa nga ni Andrew E. humanap ka ng panget at ibigin mong tunay.

pero siguro swerte ako kasi yung taong pinakasalan ko nakakabusog na ang ichura nakakabusog pa ng puso at sikmura.

Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang asawa ko, gusto kong umeksena ng linyang “thank you Lord ha, pandesal lang naman hiningi ko, hamburger binigay nyo, may fries pa!” oo na, masyado kong literal, mukha lang akong palaisip pero ganyan ako kababaw, hahahaha 

but on a serious note, sa tuwing nakikita ko yung asawa ko, yung pakiramdam na ihahain na sayo yung pinakapaborito at pinakamasarap na pagkain para sayo (sa panahon na abot langit ung gutom mo) yun ang nararamdaman ko lalo na pag may dala siyang pagkain para sa akin hahaha (pero syempre gaguhan na lang kung sasabihin kong ganun parati, ano to, librong may ending tapos happily ever after.😈)

pakasalan mo yung taong bubusugin hindi lang ang sikmura mo kundi pati puso, kasi tandaan ang pagkain nabubulok, minsan hindi nauubos at yung tira-tira tinatapon. guilty ako sa part na to, kasi yung asawa ko nakakabusog, ako naman nakakagutom, maliban sa hindi ako mahilig at hindi masarap magluto, nung nagpaulan ata ng sweetness sa mundo, ang himbing ng tulog ko. nakakatuwa lang na understanding yung mister ko.

anyhow, sa sweetness lang ba nasusukat kung sino ang mas nagmamahal? hindi siguro? kasi kahit hindi ako sweet, hindi clingy, mas madalas na parang walang pakialam pero kung tatanungin niyo ko kung mahal ko yung asawa ko ?abay mahigit pa sa 100% porsyento ni taguro sasabihin kong Oo.

mamahalin ko siya sa paraang alam ko at walang makapipigil sakin sa ngalan ng buwan. ayy thank you.

oops hindi pa namin Anniversary, napagtripan ko lang umarte nakakainspire kasi si MEGumiho, ayan tuloy😸😻

shaking off the drama

Nag-iisip ako ng positibong bagay sa buhay ko bago matulog para iwas nega vibes. Tapos naalala ko yung roll-over practice namin ng babylabs Sophia ko.

Ayun, nakangiti akong matutulog.😊

 

metamorphosis

my little one’s a month old now! I’m telling you guys she’s got a bit of a temper but she’s adorable nonetheless.

(start from upper left) inaantok. ginulo. nagising ang diwa, badtrip men! nagalit! Wahahaha

Time flies really fast! It was just yesterday that I’m feeling her kicks in my tummy and now she’s kicking me for real with matching eye rolling. I don’t know where she got her maldita tendencies though. hahahaha

Oh, my baby girl can sometimes be as princess-like if she would like to be but that would be when she’s peacefully sleeping 😴.

our baby is now a little lady

I haven’t slept soundly for a longtime now but who am I to complain when just one smile of my little one makes it all worthwhile? (I’m definitely baby-whipped!hahaha)

just because

I posted my maternity photoshoot pictures before so now it’s my baby’s photoshoot snapshots this time😈😈😈

The photoshoot wasn’t as enjoyable as my maternity photoshoot was. My baby was very fussy and after the shoot, she developed rashes on her cheeks and forehead that I almost regret bringing her to the studio. Anyways, her photographs turned out nice so I guess it’s alright. She’s recovering from her rashes now, thank goodness.

Ain’t she an angel?😚